No words. Just tears.
Pat Bertram is the author of Grief: The Inside Story – A Guide to Surviving the Loss of a Loved One and Grief: The Great Yearning, “an exquisite book, wrenching to read, and at the same time full of profound truths.” Bertram is also the author of the suspense novels Unfinished, Madame ZeeZee’s Nightmare, Light Bringer, Daughter Am I, More Deaths Than One, and A Spark of Heavenly Fire.
No words. Just tears.
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“I am Bob, the Right Hand of God. As part of the galactic renewal program, God has accepted an offer from a development company on the planet Xerxes to turn Earth into a theme park. Not even God can stop progress, but to tell the truth, He’s glad of the change. He’s never been satisfied with Earth. For one thing, there are too many humans on it. He’s decided to eliminate anyone who isn’t nice, and because He’s God, He knows who you are; you can’t talk your way out of it as you humans normally do.”
Available online wherever books and ebooks are sold.

Grief: The Inside Story – A Guide to Surviving the Loss of a Loved One debunks many established beliefs about what grief is, explains how it affects those left behind, and shows how to adjust to a world that no longer contains the loved one. “It is exactly what folk need to read who are grieving.”(Leesa Heely Emotional/Mental Health Therapist & Educator ).

Grief: The Great Yearning is not a how-to but a how-done, a compilation of letters, blog posts, and journal entries Pat Bertram wrote while struggling to survive her first year of grief. This is an exquisite book, wrenching to read, and at the same time full of profound truths.
Available online wherever books and ebooks are sold.

While sorting through her deceased husband’s effects, Amanda is shocked to discover a gun and the photo of an unknown girl who resembles their daughter. After dedicating her life to David and his vocation as a pastor, the evidence that her devout husband kept secrets devastates Amanda. But Amanda has secrets of her own. . .

When Pat’s adult dance classmates discover she is a published author, the women suggest she write a mystery featuring the studio and its aging students. One sweet older lady laughingly volunteers to be the victim, and the others offer suggestions to jazz up the story. Pat starts writing, and then . . . the murders begin.

Thirty-seven years after being abandoned on the doorstep of a remote cabin in Colorado, Becka Johnson returns to try to discover her identity, but she only finds more questions. Who has been looking for her all those years? And why are those same people interested in fellow newcomer Philip Hansen?
When twenty-five-year-old Mary Stuart learns she inherited a farm from her recently murdered grandparents -- grandparents her father claimed had died before she was born -- she becomes obsessed with finding out who they were and why someone wanted them dead.
In quarantined Colorado, where hundreds of thousands of people are dying from an unstoppable, bio-engineered disease, investigative reporter Greg Pullman risks everything to discover the truth: Who unleashed the deadly organism? And why?
Bob Stark returns to Denver after 18 years in SE Asia to discover that the mother he buried before he left is dead again. At her new funeral, he sees . . . himself. Is his other self a hoaxer, or is something more sinister going on?
August 6, 2014 at 7:20 pm
I’ve been worried, waiting to hear. I would be filled with tears, too, for both of you. There’s strength and courage in those tears.
August 6, 2014 at 7:29 pm
Pat, I’ve been praying for you. If there’s anything I can do, let me know.
August 6, 2014 at 7:32 pm
So glad it’s done. Often there just aren’t any words but of course there are always tears. My hope is that this will be a good beginning, not a bad ending. For you and for your brother. Hugs dear.
August 6, 2014 at 7:39 pm
I’m so sorry…
August 6, 2014 at 8:13 pm
It’ll be okay.
August 6, 2014 at 8:23 pm
Continuing to hold you in my thoughts and prayers.
August 6, 2014 at 8:23 pm
Pat, I have been following you, though not religiously. As you know I have been dealing with a life challenge as well. But I am not aware of the ending of which you write? Regardless, you know you have my prayers.
August 7, 2014 at 12:37 am
deep warm hugs…so much respect and yes love.
August 8, 2014 at 7:33 pm
Ah, Leesis. Thank you.
August 7, 2014 at 6:05 am
You did all you could. Far more than many would have done. Praying for peace for you and your brother.
August 8, 2014 at 7:33 pm
Thank you, Joy. I know you didn’t really approve of my acceptance of his abuse, so I doubly appreciate your kindness and prayers. In the end, I did do what needed to be done.
August 7, 2014 at 7:15 am
I prayed hard for you yesterday, Pat, at a special Eucharist service. May your heart find the peace you so richly deserve. And I hope you feel the warmth of all these well-wishers on your blog.
August 8, 2014 at 7:31 pm
Thank you, Shirley. I appreciate your words, your prayers, and hopes. Maybe someday I will find peace . . .
August 7, 2014 at 10:57 am
Hopefully you will have some kind of peaceful life now!