Hesitating

The demise of Adobe Flash Player made my old web builder defunct, so I’ve had to create a new website using a more current web builder. Although intimidating at first, the new web builder was actually easy and fun and intuitive. (I prefer intuitive programs because I don’t have to watch boring videos or read long articles of instruction. I can simply . . . do.)

Now, to the best of my knowledge, the new website is finished. I just have to click “publish” for it to go live, but I hesitate to take that final step. I don’t know why. It’s not as if the world as I know it will end. The old site will end, of course, with no way to get it back, but most of what was on there is posted in other places, so I can recover any information I inadvertently leave off the new site. And I can always redo the new site if I need to make changes.

But still, I hesitate.

Partly, I don’t want to have to go through the site once it’s published to make sure I did everything right. I’ve read through everything so many times that I’ve developed a blind spot for those words. Partly (even though this justification of my procrastination is something I just now thought of rather than a real reason for delaying), the longer I wait, the fresher those words will seem and so I’ll be able to read them as they are rather than as I wish them to be. And partly . . . who knows. Stubbornness, maybe, or contrariness. Although I like the new site better than the old one — it’s much more professional and easier for people to use — I’m still being forced to change, and I don’t like the feeling of being herded.

So I hesitate some more.

I’d considered pausing here and hitting the “publish” button so I could brag that I did it, but . . . well, I didn’t.

Maybe this weekend I’ll gather the courage to publish my new site. Or not. We’ll see.

***

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4 Responses to “Hesitating”

  1. Uthayanan Says:

    Pat My IT knowledge is limited to technical problems hardware software related not web building.
    I have one suggestion. Please ask your web master is it possible to have a beta test without publishing.
    Good luck

  2. Uthayanan Says:

    Then why you hesitate you are a strong, intelligent and wise person. I am not flattering.
    Anybody can make mistakes. In my knowledge your site is very simple and aesthetics so why you hesitate !
    Good luck again for all the people love your blogs.

    • Pat Bertram Says:

      My blog will stay the same. It’s my website has to change. You’re right, there is not reason to hesitate, but I’m still going to wait until the weekend to publish the new website when I have plenty of time to proof it after it goes live.


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