Being Heartened

The title of this article is in keeping with my most recent blogs. In Being Me, I wrote about the punishing aspects of isolation, but how even in isolation, I am doing what I am supposed to be doing — being me. In Being Herded, I wrote about the dangers of social and cultural conditioning — being behaviorally primed — in an already dangerous situation.

Today, I need to write about being heartened, because the truth is, I am very disheartened. States are still adhering to laws and orders that were meant to protect us from a disease destined to kill off 66% percent of us. The disease hasn’t done even a fraction of the damage that had been projected, and yet the iron grip still holds. To enforce orders keeping people away from each other when it has been proven over and over again how important it is to see and touch people for overall health (and without overall health, there is no way to recover quickly from any disease, let alone The Bob) is unconscionable. I’m not saying there isn’t a danger of getting sick — there is. But It should be a choice to isolate if one wants. Older people should not be left to die alone from diseases that have nothing to do with The Bob. Loved ones should not be kept from saying goodbye.

And to see small business going under and people losing their livelihood even after the original pandemic models have proven to be drastically overinflated is heart wrenching. Oh, so many things are wrong about this situation that it makes me glad Jeff isn’t here. It would have crushed him to lose his store because of such an appalling unjustice. (Made even more unjust because small stores way more than large can offer a safe shopping experience.)

Oops. I hadn’t planned to write all that especially since I am getting disheartened again after all my efforts to hearten myself earlier this morning. And I did have a lovely morning. Since my knee still isn’t allowing walks, and since I can’t go on an adventure, I decided to go adventuring in my own yard.

It was definitely heartening to see that the larkspur I transplanted from a neighbor’s yard last year reseeded itself and is doing well. It’s especially heartening considering the fiasco of my spring bulbs. Some of the tulip buds froze, some of the daffodils never flowered, some of the bulbs never even poked up out of the ground. I’m not sure what the problem was except that I am inexperienced gardener dealing with a terrible drought and a soil that sometimes defeats even the best gardeners.

And yet, despite the problematic conditions, some bulbs do well with a bit of water. These iris come from a bed in my neighbor’s yard, but they sneaked over the fence when I watered a nearby bush, and now they are mine to love.

And this little cactus bud truly delights me. I transplanted the cactus from another neighbor’s yard last fall, and it withered (looked like it melted, actually). I was disappointed, but not unduly — it took a long time to get the prickles out of my gardening gloves and even my hands so I wasn’t exactly pleased with the plant. But now look! It wants to grow.

Ah, now I feel so much better! Being heartened makes such a difference I hope you find a way to hearten yourself.


Pat Bertram is the author of Grief: The Inside Story – A Guide to Surviving the Loss of a Loved One. “Grief: The Inside Story is perfect and that is not hyperbole! It is exactly what folk who are grieving need to read.” –Leesa Healy, RN, GDAS GDAT, Emotional/Mental Health Therapist & Educator.

7 Responses to “Being Heartened”

  1. Irunsolo Says:

    I totally agree with your take on the injustice of the ‘pandemic’ and the element of personal choice being trampled. I also love your larkspurs! Thanks for sharing your thoughts!

  2. Judy Galyon Says:

    Your flowers are beautiful & I’m sure they bring a smile to your face everyday. I have been trimming my wild bushes that Mike planted years ago, so it makes me feel productive.

  3. Terry J Says:

    I feel disheartened too.
    I found this article heartening because it encourages us to remember important past consequences while simultaneously disheartening because of the current policy phrase “warp speed”. The article presents a voice of moderation instead of unquestioned blind “herding” directed by the business end of the pharmaceutical industry and politicians.

    • Pat Bertram Says:

      They say they can tell if the vaccine will make people sick, but without proper testing, they won’t know long range ramifications. The swine flu vaccine made some people sick immediately, but the worst problems showed up later.

  4. rodmarsden Says:

    In Australia we failed to clamp down fast enough. For some reason the captain and the health authorities allowed sick people to leave the Ruby Princess, a Luxury liner and that has lead to deaths in NSW, Australia. We have has fewer fatalities than the USA and New Zealand clamped down earlier and so had fewer still. Right now patience seems to be the way to go. Your spring. Get some sun. The virus hates the sun.

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