Winter Redux

In the light of a warm spring day, it’s hard to remember the harshness of winter. It’s even harder to believe that winter weather will be returning in just a few days.

Winds will be bringing in a new storm, and snow is forecast. The lowest temperature on those supposed snow days will only be about 32 degrees Fahrenheit, so I wouldn’t believe snow was coming (and not just because of the bright day) except for the fact that I put away my snow shovel today. It’s been residing in my enclosed back porch for the winter to make it easy to grab when it snowed. Previously when I left it in the garage, I couldn’t get to it. Not only did snow pack in around my back door, but I needed the shovel to shovel my way to the garage to get the shovel.

But now it’s back in the garage, hanging up on my newly installed tool bar. I didn’t know if I should take a photo of the bar since it would show my oh, so valuable, discount store tools, but decided it would be okay since I doubt anyone would want them. What people steal are small power tools that are easy to sell, and the only thing powering my tools is me. And to be honest, that power source is not worth much of anything.

No one will be here working for the next few days. They have a lot of tree work that needs to be done before the winds hit, but maybe they will come on the windy days.

Meantime, I am enjoying the work that has been done.

It’s amazing to me how nice the place is shaping up to be. I never imagined owning a house, never imagined a garage for my aged car, and I certainly never imagined a landscaped yard (though there will be some wild and weedy spots) and yet it seems that I will eventually have all three — not just the house and garage, but a nice yard.

In my pre-grief years, I’d never been one to talk about the good things in my life thinking it was akin to bragging, but now I know it’s about acknowledging my blessings and being grateful for the way my post-grief life is going.

And I am definitely grateful.

Who knows, I might even be grateful for the coming winter redux.


Pat Bertram is the author of Grief: The Inside Story – A Guide to Surviving the Loss of a Loved One. “Grief: The Inside Story is perfect and that is not hyperbole! It is exactly what folk who are grieving need to read.” –Leesa Healy, RN, GDAS GDAT, Emotional/Mental Health Therapist & Educator

6 Responses to “Winter Redux”

  1. Uthayanan Says:

    It is nice to have everything put in place. I feel if Winter Redux come back you are equipped with metal flowers (your arranged tools look like metal flowers)
    I feel it is spring with your flowers. As far as I know that March to May is spring in Colorado ?
    I hope like French proverbe
    (Après l’orage vient le beau temps) after the storm comes good weather.
    It is definitely grateful for you good things happens as you like.

  2. June Says:

    I agree with Uthayanan. Pat, you have tools beautifully done like an art work!

  3. Kathy Says:

    You are so organized! I’m very impressed. You’ve built a lovely home and I am so pleased. And, yes, gratitude is a very good thing. I think people can see the difference between that and bragging.

    • Pat Bertram Says:

      It’s funny how everything I have done to prevent future injury has turned out to be something other, almost artistic. For example, hanging the tools was to keep me from tripping over them!

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